Today is the 3rd day of my life without the steroids cream.. I'm starting to feel the stress caused by the itch.. I'm seriously thinking of going to the dermo this Saturday... the forehead area is badly affected.. its really red and inflamed with cracked skin... I applied the Moogoo Irritable Skin Balm (ISB) and the Scalp Cream a few times already.. but the itch is still there.. I dabbed my sensitive skin toner to my forehead to soothe the inflammation a bit, then i applied Dermafal Placenta Serum Complex to the area.. hmmm feel a bit comfortable now.. just need to get it moisturised every few minutes. Otherwise i feel my facial skin so tight and stretched... huhuhu... I really hate this! :(
The other part of the body is still the same.. no improvements... no point of loading the pics here coz not much is happening.. I took the photos just now to compare from yesterdays pics, but there is nothing different.. Its just scratch, scratch and scratch.. I could feel my fingers getting numb from all this scratching... The antihistamines isnt working well too.. or maybe my body is getting so immune to all those tablets?? I dont even feel sleepy anymore from taking the promethazine, piriton or loratadine, zyrtec, ketotifen, .. Whatever it is, there is not much can be done here... take the antihistamines, applied the ISB, MSM, Udder cream... if its so inflamed and feels hot, I just dab some cold water to the affected area before applying the creams..
Sometimes I feel that God is punishing me for all the sins that I have done in the past... we Muslims believe that if god is testing you with all these challenges in life, especially if you are suffering from illness, it will actually help to clear your sins..
I know this is just self pity... this is just a small challenge that God has given me... if I compare with other people who suffers from more serious illnesses of diseases... than I'm somehow glad that it doesnt happens to me.. I am glad that I only suffer from eczema, asthma and osteoarthritis.. my suffering is minute compared to those who suffers from debilitating illnesses like cancer, stroke or whatever.. I pray everyday that God pardons my sins.. and give me good health.. not just for me, but for my family too... if I suffer, they, especially my hubby, will suffer too... pls have pity on him allah... he's such a nice guy..
See you tomorrow guys.. everyday is a day of hope...
