Wednesday, September 16, 2009

The Fifth Day

Today is just like another day.. Right after I woke up, I could feel my skin warming up and getting itchy... Tried my best not to touch it but somehow the itch wins, and as usual, I feel very guilty and regretted as I had to endure the burning pain after the scratch.. I closed my eyes and tried very hard not to scream... oh god, pls help me.. pls release from this pain...!

At sahur, I take my olivenol dose and I only slept after 6am (I am also a chronic insomniac). My grandmother calls me "owl" because I sleep thru the day, and awake at night. Sometimes, at night, I do feel like I can sleep earlier, but the itch just would'nt allow it.

I woke up at 4pm and did nothing else but watched tv. During the breaking of fast, I again take my 2ml dose of Olivenol.. There wasn't any difference to the condition of the skin on my body, in fact the skin on my back feels quite tight like it was realy, really dry, and this caused pain too.. the blisters on my legs are still the same.. no changes.. still itch intensely, still bleeds and still oozes...

But the positive side I notice today is that the skin on my face has improved! the peeling and scalling has reduced and it wasn't oozing anymore. When I applied my makeup too, the skin peeling on the forehead was not noticeable.. yeah...! I feel so happy and a little bit motivated by this development, and treated myself to a shopping spree at Mydin as a reward! hehehhe....